Hello again family and friends. I want to thank you all for your support, comments, verses, and prayers with my new adventure. I'm still struggling quite a bit, it seem like I'm fighting a really steep hill. I'm starting to read a little bit more. I am reading on my days off and I'm doing it before my game playing instead of after it. Reading on the days I work I have quite figured out how to do quite yet. Pray still is my biggest struggle and I think it mostly comes from when I try to pray, I get interrupted by the noise and I can no longer focus. I think I will ask my husband to help me with that, and  I don't know why I haven't asked him before.
     I'm still reading Daniel, sometimes I have to read the same chapter a couple of times. I just finished reading Daniel 9, actually I read it twice...lol. It was a good chapter, basically it was Daniel praying. Daniel 9: 4-5 "⁴ I prayed to the Lord my God and confessed and said, “Alas, O Lord, the great and awesome God, who keeps His covenant and lovingkindness for those who love Him and keep His commandments, ⁵ we have sinned, committed iniquity, acted wickedly and rebelled, even turning aside from Your commandments and ordinances."
     I should pray like this every time. I feel wicked everyday, and yes always I seem to rebel. I sometimes act like a little spoiled brat and complain and whine and act inappropriately when I don't get what I want or something doesn't come out the way I planned. I biggest thing lately, which God put on my heart last week, was the way I act about a physician I work with that I really don't like. I am respectful to him, but when her is nowhere to be found, I have name calling, rolling of the eyes, complaining, yup the whole brat package. Though he is not a very good physician and doesn't play very well, me as a child of Christ have no right to act that way. What kind of example am I to my coworkers....not a very good example of Christ, not an example at all.
     So with this confession to you all, I need to confess to our Lord and work on my attitude and behavior when I deal with this physician. I'm going to need a lot of prayer for this one.